One Bad Day

This one is going to show my inner nerd, but I ask that you stay with me. Everyone knows the story of Batman: a young boy has his parents murdered in front of him and he spends the rest of his life fighting crime to ensure no one else goes through the same pain as […]

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Fuck Baby Steps

What is this constant need to take breaks or to ease into things? You know something is bad for you and causing you damage, then stop. If you know something is good for you, then start. Why take things easy? Why not make the decision right now? When I quit having sex, do you think […]

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Physical contact

I miss it. I miss it so much. I wouldn’t say every minute of every day. That’s a cliche and I get busy sometimes. But, in the moments when you are alone with your thoughts, your mind does drift back to that feeling. Not the sex. The physical contact. The reach out in the middle […]

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Procrastinating For a Reason

*Family don’t read I know, I know, it has been a long time since I have posted. I wasn’t being lazy. I was putting off writing because of guilt. I have decided to not give up porn. Ok, lets be real. I found that going a year without any sexual stimulation and going only from […]

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Dead Eyes

*This one might be a little TMI. Alright so for the sake of transparency, I broke down and watched porn. It has been over a month since stimulation has happened. I got drunk and I wanted to watch porn and holy shit did I miss it. The convenience, the availability, and the diversity is just […]

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Graceful as a Duck

I had a girl I was previously talking to hit me up. She needed help moving and offered me $50. I said yes knowing I wasn’t going to take her money. She is a hard-working mom and I have a soft spot for moms. The entire project took me 15 minutes. She just needed some […]

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